Hi.
I’ve cleared 5 subjects! I’m extremely glad, really. But however, I don’t feel glad. “Extremely glad” is only a form of word that should describe how I should be feeling now, not how I really feel. Can someone tell me why I don’t feel like I have finally put down a 20 kilograms rice bag down? I don’t think it is because of my one more paper left that is not letting me to feel that way. Because I know that even on Monday after my last paper, I will still be feeling the same way I am feeling now.
Well… I think it might be because… I still miss studying! Okay, that is crap.
Today mark the ninth day of my sore eyes. But don’t worry! It is recovering and all the tears had officially stopped. And I really mean stop! For the few previous nights, I’ve been tearing non-stop in my sleep. It gets so disgusting in the morning when you wake up with your eyes swelled up and with all the dried tears around your eye. So yeah, I think that I’m going to sleep well tonight and wake up tomorrow morning with a perfectly white eyeball, not a red one!
However, my vision on my left eye isn’t getting any better. My vision is still blurred and I always have difficulties looking at objects that are too far away or too near to me. I don’t know what is wrong with my vision, it always riled me to not be able to see things clearly, like I am partially blind or something.
Nevertheless, I’m still very glad that my eye is finally turning white again. I don’t have to tilt my head to the sides or downwards when I’m walking pass people lest they get freaked out by me anymore!
Oh, right. Anyhow tomorrow is the Secondary 4’s graduation day. The Normal Academic students are invited to attend it, in case we do not make it to Secondary 5 next year. Ha ha. I hope the ceremony will not get too dull and boring, I’d really sleep if it does. Oh well, tomorrow is also the last day that we’ll get to see the Secondary 4 Express students, because the next time we’ll see them again will be on the day their “O” Level starts.
Time passes fast, 10 months had gone just like that. 1 year will pass soon and we’ll welcome the arrival of 2010. I don’t ever think I’ll manage to catch up with the time, it passes so quickly. Too quickly…
Alright, I guess I’ll have to end here abruptly. He he.
Goodnight.